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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Anahnawnurah

Assalamualaykum wht,

Usah gusar,
Usah gundah..

Aku di sini,
peneman siang cerah,
perindu malam indah....




posted by Hana' at 5/29/2005 11:56:00 PM |

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Everything Happens for a Good Reason

Assalamualaykum wht,


The first time I heard of this term, I was in Rebutia, listening to abg Man's story about this one cruel king.
Cite dia panjang sangat, so, malas nak cite balik :p. But, at the end of the story, the king's most loyal minister has made the king realized that everything happens for a reason. Tak kisah la baik ke, buruk ke....tapi, mesti ada reason dia.

Then, just a couple of minutes ago, I heard this term been used again.
The reason, for me, was a little bit bold, but pretty foolish.
Surprisingly, I do admire the sentence that this person uttered.

"Everything happens for a reason.
Maybe, we're lying down here, because we do not want to be standing on somewhere else."

And I was thinking,
How foolish....
Yet, it's so, can be true...

*Hmm...I was wondering, if there will be a person who read this entry who doesn't seem to have a clue of what I'm talking about, what I'm meaning to tell.
Well, maybe, there's a good reson....for people to not understand the gist that I'm trying to convey... :p

Everything happens for a good reason.
Even though kita rasa itu la perkara yg paling tak best pernah berlaku dlm hidup kita, tapi mungkin itu sebenarnya antara perkara yang paling indah terjadi pada diri kita, tanpa kita sedari.

*bak kata org Jawa,
Semua yang berlaku, ada hikmah di sebaliknya.
Susun cara Allah yang Maha Kuasa

Wallahu'alam


posted by Hana' at 5/29/2005 05:39:00 AM |

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Friday, May 27, 2005

Face or Feet?

Assalamualaykum wht,


Once a Muslim scholar was flying to a country with an airplane. When the time for salah came, he went to the bathroom to make wudhu (ablution). Since, the bathrooms in airplanes are very small, he had to open the door to lift up his foot to the sink. An air hostess came to him and told him not to wash his feet in the sink because they are dirty. The scholar calmly asked the hostess "How many times do you wash your face?" The hostess replied "Usually once or twice." Then the scholar replied "I wash my feet five times a day for prayers. Therefore, my feet are cleaner than your face."

The purpose of this story is not to get a good laugh. However, it teaches us how regular we should be about prayers. It also shows us how to deal with non Muslim comments regarding wudhu.

source: Friendster


posted by Hana' at 5/27/2005 11:46:00 PM |

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Monday, May 23, 2005

United Airlines, and Malaysian Airlines...you sux big time


Assalamualaykum wht,


His voice was trembling, controlling from bursting out the tears.
He didn't know what to do. His flight was delayed, and by the time he wanted to sort the thing out, nobody wanted to be responsible.
United Airlines didn't want to cooperate, and MAS, not surprisingly, never wanted to have anything to do with it.

He lost one of his bags, and now stranded with the other 5 huge bags in LA. He couldn't sleep last night, waiting for the office to open, but once it did open, all they did was blaming on other people without taking him seriously.

He has no place to go, he's nearly out of money due to the overcharged fees they made him pay. The next flight in 24 hours is already full, and the only thing he can do right now is waiting for a non-existing flight.

And all I can say to him, was to be patient....

Ya Allah, please help him in this difficult situation...
Ya Allah, please sooth him by giving him strength and patient....
Ya Allah, please make this journey easy on him....
Ya Allah, how I wish I were there....


posted by Hana' at 5/23/2005 01:26:00 AM |

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Selamat Berjuang di Tanah Air

Assalamualaykum wht,

To all members of class 2005, especially to the one who's gonna go back for good tomorrow...


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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound

As we go on...
We remember...
All the times we...
Had together...
And as our lives change...
Come Whatever...
We will still be...
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels


Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly...

*Graduation - Friends Forever


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There will be more coming down your paths,
good or bad, happy or sad....

May your lives be lighted with His guidance and blessing in the path of success, fid- dun-ya wal-akhirah



posted by Hana' at 5/21/2005 08:53:00 AM |

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Friday, May 20, 2005

Follow-up : Antara Siti Nurhaliza dan Raihan

Assalamualaykum wht,


Raihan - Masih nombor satu

Oleh ABD. AZIZ ITAR

RAIHAN sudah membuktikan bahawa irama nasyid yang mereka bawakan sejak lapan tahun lalu bukanlah muzik sembarangan.

Album sulung Raihan berjudul Puji-Pujian (1997) muncul sebagai album tempatan paling laris dengan jualannya melebihi 750,000 unit.

Malaysia Book of Records turut mengiktiraf Puji-Pujian sebagai album paling laris apabila ia dijual 200,000 dalam masa dua bulan.

Lima lagi album Raihan yang lain juga tidak kurang hebatnya apabila ia turut mendapat sambutan peminat tempatan dan juga di luar negara.

Kini Raihan yang dianggotai oleh Che Amran, Nazrey, Abu Bakar dan Amran sedang mempromosikan satu lagi album terbaru mereka, sebuah album kompilasi yang diberi judul Iqra' Koleksi Terbaik Raihan 1 Dekad.

Pencapaian Raihan sebenarnya bukan setakat daripada segi jualan album tetapi mereka juga adalah artis tempatan yang paling berjaya di luar negara.

Perkara itu dapat dilihat daripada persembahan-persembahan yang pernah mereka adakan antaranya di Kuwait, Afrika Selatan, United Kingdom, Perancis, Scotland, Thailand, Australia, Indonesia, Singapura dan Brunei.

Mega sempat bertemu empat anggota kumpulan Raihan untuk berkongsi pengalaman mereka memperjuangkan irama nasyid.

Apakah rahsia kejayaan yang membuat Raihan mampu bertahan hingga kini?

AMRAN: Rahsia kejayaan Raihan ialah setiap album kami berkonsepkan infotainment. Selain berhibur, lirik lagu kami berunsurkan nasihat, ketuhanan dan pendidikan. Sebab itu lagu-lagu Raihan diminati oleh semua lapisan usia tidak kira tua atau muda. Selain itu, Raihan tidak pernah menimbulkan sebarang kontroversi, malah penampilan dan imej kami juga sederhana sepanjang masa.

Kejayaan terbesar Raihan di luar negara?

CHE AMRAN: Kejayaan terbesar kami di luar negara apabila kami mengadakan tujuh konsert di tujuh buah bandar utama di Perancis pada 17 hingga 27 Disember tahun lepas. Tujuh bandar itu ialah Bourdeux, Marseille, Nantes, Strasbourg, Lille, Lyon dan Paris.

Konsert Raihan yang sukar dilupakan?

CHE AMRAN: Kami diundang oleh Ratu Elizabeth (England) untuk mengadakan persembahan di hadapan ketua-ketua negara Komanwel sempena Persidangan Negara-Negara Komanwel di Edinburgh, Scotland pada tahun 1997. Tahun 1998 kami diberi peluang berjumpa dengan Ratu Elizabeth sewaktu beliau melawat Malaysia sempena Sukan Komanwel yang ketika itu berlangsung di Kuala Lumpur. Ratu Elizabeth menyampaikan penghargaan bagi pihak Putera Charles yang tertarik dengan persembahan kami sewaktu di Edinburgh.

Apakah konsert yang paling memeranjatkan anda?

NAZREY: Konsert Raihan di Singapura pada 17 Ogos 1997 adalah konsert yang paling memeranjatkan kami. Ini kerana, konsert itu disaksikan hampir 10,000 penonton walaupun ketika itu album pertama Raihan belum berada di pasaran. Selain itu, kami juga tidak dapat melupakan konsert kami yang diadakan di stadium tertutup Bandung, Indonesia pada Oktober 2003. Konsert itu disaksikan oleh lebih 5,000 penonton dan ia disiarkan secara langsung ke seluruh Indonesia melalui stesen televisyen Indosiar.

Apakah saat paling sedih sepanjang pembabitan anda bersama Raihan?

NAZREY: Bagi saya, saat paling sedih apabila Zairi (anggota Raihan) meninggal dunia pada 29 September 2001. Dua minggu pertama beliau meninggal dunia, saya sukar menghayati lagu-lagu Raihan kerana saya masih teringatkan Allahyarham. Saya sukar melupakan Allahyarham kerana dia adalah kawan karib saya. Kami sudah bersama-sama menyanyikan lagu-lagu nasyid sejak lima tahun sebelum Raihan ditubuhkan.

Ada orang kata muzik Raihan tidak maju ke depan kerana masih mengekalkan konsep unplugged dan hanya menggunakan alat-alat muzik tertentu sahaja seperti gendang dan kompang. Apa komen anda?

ABU BAKAR: Kami mahu menampilkan kesederhanaan dalam semua perkara termasuk dalam bidang muzik. Kami tidak kisah dengan komen seperti itu. Apa yang penting, mesej dalam lirik lagu kami sampai kepada para pendengar. Bagi kami, dalam nasyid, muzik tidak penting, tetapi yang penting ialah lirik dan mesej yang hendak disampaikan. Kami bangga kerana mengetengahkan alat-alat muzik gendang seperti rebana, gendang sunda, kompang, angklung, gendang Jawa dan gamelan. Bagi saya, inilah world music kita yang sebenar. Perlu diingat, bukan semua orang boleh bermain alat-alat muzik itu.

Untuk konsert seterusnya, negara manakah yang akan dikunjungi oleh Raihan selepas ini?

CHE AMRAN: Insya-Allah pada 16 Julai ini kami akan mengadakan konsert di taman tema Paramount Wonderland, Toronto, Kanada khusus untuk menghiburkan para pengunjung di sana yang beragama Islam. Undangan itu kami terima daripada pemilik taman tema itu, William Kritz. Dia (Kritz) dapat tahu tentang Raihan selepas melayari laman web kami.

Iqra' Koleksi Terbaik Raihan 1 Dekad, dipasarkan sejak 9 Mei baru-baru ini. Boleh ceritakan, apa istimewanya album ini.

NAZREY: Sebenarnya ramai yang minta kami hasilkan album kompilasi yang menghimpunkan lagu-lagu popular Raihan. Jadi album ini dibuat dengan memuatkan lagu-lagu popular daripada lima album Raihan sebelum ini. Ada 15 lagu dalam album ini. Dua daripadanya adalah lagu bonus iaitu Assalamualaikum versi solo. Sebelum ini Raihan pernah rakamkan lagu ini dengan Tan Sri S.M.Salim. Tapi dalam album ini, lagu itu kami rakamkan semula tanpa Tan Sri. Satu lagi lagu bonus, kami berikan judul Bacalah. Mesej lirik lagu itu menekankan betapa pentingnya menuntut ilmu walaupun hingga ke negeri China seperti yang disarankan oleh Nabi Muhammad S.A.W lebih kurang 1,400 tahun lalu. Lirik yang ditulis oleh Che Amran dan Amran itu juga menyuruh kita supaya menghargai usia dan masa.

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Komen penulis: It speaks for itself


posted by Hana' at 5/20/2005 03:20:00 AM |

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

My sweet little cottage


Assalamualaykum wht,


Alhamdulillah, after 3 days of lenguh-lenguh sendi dan otot, serta berkeriut-keriut tulang belakang due to lifting heavy furniture and a bunch of little stuff, I'm officially a resident of a fresh-new-sweet apartment. Every time I move into another apartment, I would say..."Aight, this is the last time. I'm done with moving in and moving out."Apparently, I already dwelled in 5 different apartments since 3 years I've been in the United States. :p

Well, sebenarnya bukan nak ceghita psal my new apartment, itu iklan je. Nak cerita psal 'Ammu Faisal, who is happened to be our main speaker during Tamrin Nuqaba' at IU. The Tamrin has started yesterday evening, and will be ending tomorrow noon.

Due to the fact that I have a new apartment, and it is somewhat still empty since my roommate an mbak from Indon tak masuk lagi, the organizer suggested that they wanted to use my sweet apartment itu for brothers' accommodation, which is ok by me. Of course I had to move out temporarily and locate myself with the rest of the sisters. But then, I had to lock my room and plaster my wardrobe (since wardrobe ni pesyen dia kat luar bilik plak). Still the brothers can have the rest of the house which is quite large. Buleh la nak tunggang tebalik ke hapa dalam tu.

Brother @ Ammu Faisal is already over 60 years old. He took a flight to come to our little town, and he said he wanted to be located in with the brothers, which means: he rejected a hotel room offered previously by the organizer. So, sebab 'Ammu Faisal yang dah macam pangkat atok, wanted to be in the same house with the brothers, I unlocked my room, offering my room to him. Boleh la dapat a decent bed, instead of sleeping on the floor like all other brothers.

Once the room is opened, suddenly, I heard 'Ammu Faisal saying, "Uhhh....can I play with the teddy bears?" referring to the corner of the room where all my toys are located. Without hesitation,dan dengan semangat yang bersungguh-sungguh menjawab soalan beliau itu, I answered, "Oh..sure..sure..", thinking back then that my teddy bears have attracted his tough-Umar al-Khatab characteristic, and his usia 'kedatukkan' . .
However, once he heard my innocent silly answer, he laughed like he never laughed before. "Hahahah....no...no..no, I was just joking, I was just joking....hahahahaha,"
Buat lawak rupanya Sheikh nih, cemmana lambat pick-up lawak dia...
I just made myself a fool... :p

InsyaAllah lepas ni kita ceghita pulak tentang intipati lecture beliau yang masyaAllah extremely superb. :)


posted by Hana' at 5/18/2005 03:05:00 AM |

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

Why do people always envy each other?

Assalamualaykum wht,


Why do people always envy each other?

I do wonder why.....

Then I think....
maybe....
people are just like a dried plum (umeboshi) in a rice ball (onigiri).

As umeboshi, the most pleasant surprise is stuck to the back of an onigiri,
the best quality in a person is noticed only from behind their back.

Because it is stuck on their back, they might not be able to see their umeboshies as clearly as other people do....
And instead,
all they can see are other people's umeboshies....









*inspired by Fruits Basket


posted by Hana' at 5/12/2005 04:12:00 AM |

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Warkah Seorang Anakanda

Assalamualaykum wht,

When I was cleaning up my stuff, I found this letter rested among all other dusty papers and documents that I meant to throw away. This is the letter written by my brother to abah and mak when he was studying in Sri Petaling. I remember reading it the first time when I came back to Malaysia 2 summers ago. First of all, I was at awe...my brother still wrote letters to his parents at this age, I mean...he can just call them, can't he?. Furthermore, the language was somewhat wanna make me to laugh a little, with 'anakanda', 'bonda, 'ayahanda' thingy...I thought we only did that in school, and not in other places.

Well, ....that doesn't mean that I stop admiring his intention and sensitivity that he portrays in his letter....That was why I 'stole' it from mak's possession to remember me of him :)
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Bismillahir-Rahmaneer-Raheem

Assalamualaykum....

Kehadapan bonda dan ayahanda yang disayangi semoga berada di dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera dan di dalam keredoan Allah. Anakanda di sini sihat cuma Ammar sejak akhir-akhir ini selalu pening kepala. Anakanda menulis surat ini adalah untuk menanyakan keadaan ayahanda dan bonda, tuk dan adik-adik, moga-moga mereka semua sihat sejahtera.

Alhamdulillah sekarang ini anakanda hampir untuk menamatkan penghafalan al-Quran anakanda, hanya tingaal surah 'al-'Imran' sahaja lebih kurang satu suku juzuk dan insyaAllah seminggu selepas ayahanda dan bonda menerima surat ini anakanda akan menamatkan pemnghafalan anakanda. Semoga Allah mempermudahkan anakanda. Anakanda harap inilah hadiah anakanda untuk ayahanda dan bonda walaupun rasanya tak cukup lagi untuk membalas jasa ayahanda dan bonda, dan ketabahan ayahanda dan bonda dalam mendidik anakanda yang sangat nakal ini sehingga anakanda menjadi seorang al-hafiz. Semoga Allah menerima penghafalan anakanda ini. Segala pengorbanan dan kesabaran ayahanda dan bonda hanya Allah yang mampu untuk membalasnya.

Akhir kata sampaikan salam anakanda pada tuk dan adik-adik dan doakanlah anakanda supaya menjadi ulamak yang mukhlis dalam berkhidmat untuk agama Allah sehingga ke akhir hayat.

Wassalam.

Anakandamu,
Muhammad Amir bin Wan Harun

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When I finished typing his beautiful words, deep in my heart I do wish to have a son who will write a letter to me, where when I read it..I feel like I wanna cry :p


posted by Hana' at 5/10/2005 07:43:00 AM |

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

Assalamualaykum wht,

Fwd:Antara Siti Nurhaliza dan Raihan....


Kata kata dibawah mungkin ada yang membuat seseorang tersinggung ye..jadi awal awal saye mintak maap...tapi kebenaran tetap ditegakkan....

Setelah membaca harian metro 14/4 tentang kejayaan Raihan mengadakan konsert di Perancis , Le Bourget Convention Centre dan ditaja sepenuh oleh penaja dr sane.. dan disaksikan oleh 150,000 orang yg terdiri dr muslim dan non muslim dan pasti nyer ramai di antara mereka bukan Melayu... dan dari situ terdetik di hati saya tentang kehebatan siti nurhaliza yg membuat persembahan di Royal Albert Hall dan disaksikan 2,500 penonton dan 80% di antaranya adalah org melayu yg tinggal di sana... persoalanya disini saper yg lebih popular di antara mereka ini di persada antarabangsa? Raihan suatu ketika dahulu pernah mencipta rekod jualan paling laris, dlm 2 bln jualan keseluruhan album puji-pujian telah mencecah 700,000 unit di Malaysia.

kalau kiter tengok popularity raihan kini di malaysia sudah kurang dan malap sikit....Memang betul siti banyak kali menerima award di luar negeri dan dalam negeri.... Tapi raihan sudah banyak kali mengadakan persembahan di luar Negara.. seperti contoh di afrika selatan dan che amran telah diberi penghormatan utk menjadi
khatib dan mengimamkan jemaah solat jumaat... saya tak nak membebel panjang tentang itu Cuma saya di sini inginkan pendapat korang tentang kejayaan seperti raihan ni seolah2 tidak mendapat liputan yg hangat dr media di Malaysia seperti mana kejayaan siti di London tu...

Apa pendapat kengkawan??...

ni ada satu pendapat..dan saye sangat bersetuju dengannya..

Antara siapa popular dan siapa 'SELAMAT'

Kejayaan yang sebenar ialah kejayaan dalam agama. Apa yang dimiliki siti bukanlah suatu kejayaan di sisi agama....

Teringat kata-kata Ustaz Tuan Ibrahim Tuan Man...Kalau kita disayangi Allah, apabila kita buat maksiat, cepat2 kita ditegur Allah samada dengan musibah,
kemalangan, kesakitan.....

Tapi bila kita dimurkai Allah, semakin kita menipu, makin kaya kita, semakin kita makan rasuah, makin kaya kita.. Dan bagi artis-artis yang tidak mendapat nama, tidak popular, terkebelakang, kalah pertandingan, ucaplah Alhamdulillah...

Tapi, bagi artis yang selalu menang award, yang menang berpuluh anugerah, yang disanjungi dunia atas kelunakan suara anda, INGATLAH....ia mungkin kemurkaan Tuhan, ia bukanlah rezeki sebagaimana yang anda maksudkan, ia adalah ISTIDRAJ.....

Di london, siti mendapat nama kerana nyanyian dan tariannya, di london
juga, Shabina dinafikan hak untuk memakai hijab.....

Ingatlah suatu hadith akhir zaman...." artis dipuja dan dimuliakan (keluar frontpage akhbar) dan Ulama dihina " Ia sedang berlaku sekarang. Kepada ct nurhaliza, jangan terpedaya dengan gelaran artis paling bersopan.......kalau menutup aurat sekalipun, tapi masih menari melenggok-lenggokkan tubuh, menyaringkan suara
menyanyikan hiburan melalaikan manusia....ia tetap suatu kemurkaan
Allah...

p/s: biar tidak popular dipandang manusia, moga
moga kita semua adalah antara orang yang popular di sisi Allah.
wallaahu-a'lam

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Komen penulis:

Bile dengar lagu Raihan, teringat la kalau tak banyak pun skit2 akan al-Khaliq,
Bile dengar lagu CT (tak semestinye CT je...lain2 orang pun termasuklah juge), teringat...hmmm.....errr....issshhhh...ehhhmmmmm....zzzzz.....


posted by Hana' at 5/08/2005 02:38:00 PM |

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Friday, May 06, 2005

Yang Abadi

Assalamualaykum wht,

I always want to be a perfect muslimah,
But I am way too far from being one...
The reward is enormous, so the price is costly.


Tuhan, ku harapkan
Kepada-Mu keampunan
Keredhaan kasih sayang
Kehidupan terpelihara

Hati yang dahaga
Mengharapkan sinar cinta
Nur kasih-Mu yang sejati
Bahagia kekal abadi

Tapi engkau pun tahu
Onak dan duri pada dunia-Mu
Engkau ciptakan pagar rintangan
Harga cinta-Mu jiwa ku korban

Tuntun langkahku ini
Tunjukkan jalan yang Kau redhai
Jangan biarkan hamba terkorban
Dengan dunia

Selamatkan dengan rahmat-Mu
Nama-Mu biar dalam hatiku
Menanti hari di pertemuan
Yang abadi

-Mestica-

*My eyes were like a huge broken dam when listening to this song


posted by Hana' at 5/06/2005 04:06:00 PM |

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

Exams are over?

Assalamualaykum wht,


Alhamdulillah, I just finished my last final exam of the semester. More will be coming through in the next 3 months during the summer term, and they'll keep coming as they please in the Fall too. That's how people judge our intellects, by giving us exams, quizzes, and tests every now and then to perceive the academic levels we are standing on.


For the purpose of judging where our iman stand, we have obstacles and tribulation that must be encountered. That's how we know whether we are tough enough to handle small 'lil things that Allah has given us, or are we just gonna whine about how miserable and sux lives are compared to all big and small things He provides us right under our variety size of noses.


There was one story told by Cikgu Hisyam 7 or 8 years ago.
There was a married couple who were living in the best way of life one could imagine. The smiled, the laughed, they were happy. There was not even a single thing that could have bothered their contented hearts. So, one day the husband asked his lovely wife, "My dear wife, what else do you need me to do to make our lives even a better place than we are? I'll do anything for you my love..." The wife was silent for a moment, and then slowly she whispered to her beloved husband's ear, "My love, I would like to have a divorce". The husband was speechless for a moment. While still stunned he said, "Why would you want such a thing in our happy marriage, my dear?" The wife said gently, "We have been married for such a long time, yet we have never been tested with any unfortunate events or obstacles in our lives. I am afraid that Allah has ignored us....we lack of His tests and turbulences when he says that His test are the proofs that He loves His servants, to know how much we love Him."


Allah tests us in both ways, either when we rich or poor, happy or sad, good or bad.
I believe that everything happens for a reason.


posted by Hana' at 5/05/2005 03:15:00 PM |

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Assalamualaikum wht,

10 things I hate the most about you

1) I hate you when you disrupt my date with Him every five times a day

2) I hate you when you make me forget or postpone my date with Him

3) I hate you when you tell me to look at things that I should not be looking at

4) I hate you when you allure me into conversation that I should not be involved in.

5) I hate you when you make my feelings toward my friends are nothing but bad thoughts

6) I hate you when you whisper to me "It's ok, this is only a small sin, it is not a big deal, why bother"

7) I hate you when you make me wasting money and my time for something useless

8) I hate you when you make me forget to thank Him for all of His bounties upon me.

9) I hate you when you make my intention insincere and not for Him.

10) I hate you and I hate you the most because you are so persistent to mislead sons of Adam further away from the Paradise.

But I dare you that I will be more persistent than you and I will be among the inhabitants of the Paradise by the will of Allaah. And you, syaitaan, will abode forever in the Hellfire.


posted by Hana' at 5/05/2005 04:28:00 AM |

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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Assalamualayktm wht,


Deria bingar seluruh warna,
Segala anggota gaduh bersuara,
Tentang aku tentang semua,
Tendang saja ke pekat malam,
Lontarkan rasa biar tenggelam,
Walau hilang dalam cerita,
Biar berjelaga pancaindera....


Bahasa kesunyian bagai diam,
Teriakkan saja luka semalam,
Walau kau bukan yang dulu lagi,
Biar rasa itu telah pergi....


Mungkin walau nanti,
Hati duka bagai nak mati,
Mengangkuh rasa yang tercipta,
Bila hilang dalam sejuta...


posted by Hana' at 5/04/2005 08:43:00 AM |

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