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Monday, June 27, 2005

Ibarat Buluh Perindu

Assalamualaykum wht,

Lately, I do miss my family very much. And when the moment of loneliness overwhelms my entire sundry emotions, I will scavenge for reminisces that are scattered around my bedroom. Sudah sunnah orang berjuang di perantauan....

The treasure that I stare at almost everyday is the birthday card sent from Guar Perahu for my 22 birthday. In addition to my parent's, and siblings' handwritings, it also carved notes and wishes from my Pak Teh's family .

These are a part of the whole thing that I 'll always treasure.





*Untuk along tersayang, semoga bahagia dan diberkati Allah, hidup di dunia dan di akhirat. -Abah-

*Along, mak ucapkan Appy B'day. Mak doakan along setiap hari ->see you as the best - dunia & akhirat. Love you forever. -Mak-

*Tok kirim salam banyak2 dkt Kak Hana. Tok pun ucap Hepi Besday! Semoga panjang umur kepada cucu tok yang sangat2 TERSAYANG!. - Kak Long Munirah-

*Masa: 2:30 pg
Waktu: Di keheningan malam
Perasaan: Ketaq Lutut2
Kpd: Org yg phaling x chomel di angkasaraya!!!

Ngantoknye...nk tido dah nie...
Happy Birthday....Rerajin ler hantar coklat yg baik untuk kesihatan. (ala..yg gitu2 tu) - Afiq-

*Doakanlah Angah berjaya dalam peperiksaaan (UPSR & PSRAN). InsyaAllah Angah akan belajar bersungguh2 hingga berjaya.
Ehem2 kak Hana tu 'hensem juga'. Angah dah tengok dah dekat e-mail yg kak hana bagi dekat mak ndak hari tu. I love you kak Hana very much - Kak Ngah Syahirah-

*Hadiah Aishah bagi guna hadiah mak jer!! x duit laaa.... - Wan Ecah-

*Along dah beli ke hadiah aman tu. Akhir kata mengucapkan terima kasih kerana usaha along kepada keluarga - Aman-

*Semoga Diredhai Allah hingga akhir hayat. Semoga Jodoh Berpanjangan. I love to You So Much -Amin-



posted by Hana' at 6/27/2005 03:53:00 PM |

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Sunday, June 26, 2005

You Are a Diamond

Assalamualaykum wht,

One fine evening, a Korean guy came to my office when I was dealing with another person on the telephone. Suddenly I realized that the guy kept staring at me while I was talking on the telephone and I knew it was coming.

After I hung up, he said, "Why are you wearing the thing that covers your head?"

Usually, I answered that kinda questions using religion related material. However, that day, I decided to try a different approach by using logic and fact.

After giving brief introduction about myself and Islam, I said, "Well, you see...I believe that Muslim women are like diamonds. We can't display a precious diamond to everybody, we keep it in a secret place, and we only show it to the people that we trust, like our family, and our husband. We cover the diamond because it is so precious and it is so beautiful, and only the privileged ones are allowed to see it, right?"

The guy seemed to understand what I was saying, and I was pretty satisfied with my answer.

The next day, he came again, but with his Korean roommate. After a brief chitchat, his roommate said, "My friend here said that you are a diamond". Huhuhuhu....

Somehow, I am not quite sure if that guy understood me clearly.
Even though I meant it as an analogy, I would love it if it were really true :p


posted by Hana' at 6/26/2005 04:25:00 PM |

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Friday, June 24, 2005

Benar Mana Kata-Kataku

Assalamualaykum wht,



Sesungguhnya solatku,
Amalku, hidupku, matiku
Kerna Allah yang satu


Hari-hari kuucapkan kalimah yang sama....
Tapi mengapa masih belum bertapak kukuh di dalam jiwa.


Kuserahkan segala harta jiwa dan raga
Sebagai tanda cinta
KepadaMu Yang Esa


Adakah bila tiba masanya untuk aku buktikan kecintaanku,
Aku bersedia untuk korbankan segalanya,
Aku tidak mahu hanya manis dibibir aku berbicara,
Tapi tidak pandai aku mengota...


posted by Hana' at 6/24/2005 06:23:00 AM |

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaykum wht,

Alhamdulillah, their first meeting went pretty smooth. I was a little bit nervous my self since that was the only chance he was going to make his first impression in front of mak. Then mak decided she wanted to test him with some of her 'peer evaluation' questions...huhuhuh.....

"Anak mak cik ni degil, keras kepala...boleh tahan ke?"
"InsyaAllah, saya boleh tolerate.."

"Hana ni boleh tahan jugak temper je, salah sikit je nak marah, tak kena sikit je nak mengamuk, tak pe ke ni?"
"Takpe makcik, saya boleh control diri saya..."

Kuihkuihkuih.....


posted by Hana' at 6/21/2005 05:48:00 PM |

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Biarkan Aku...

Assalamualaykum wht,


Biar aku berlari,
Mendaki gunung tinggi,
Atas nama kasih murni,
Atas kasih suluhan hati....

Biar aku bernyanyi,
Melakar warna pelangi,
Atas tanda ikatan sejati,
Atas ikatan restu Rabbi...

Biar aku bersendiri,
Mengimbang dunia realiti,
Atas kuasa janji Illahi,
Atas janji yang kau warnai....


posted by Hana' at 6/19/2005 05:24:00 PM |

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

Assalamualaykum wht,


How to memorize the Quran Better


I've found this on the net, and I do feel excited to share it with all of you.
This is taken from:

http://www.payitforwardfoundation.org/

(* with some comments that I feel not quiet necessary, but can be tools of accentuation.. :p)


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Below are some quick tips that will help you in memorizing the Qur'an:

1. You absolutely must have a teacher.

Do NOT memorize on your own. You must have a teacher who you respect and whom you fear. Don't ask 'how' to memorize the Qur'an. Ask where you can find the best teacher. The teacher will then guide you on the 'how'. ( Rasanye takde penah jumpa lagi seorang hafiz yang dok menghafal sorang2, mesti ada at least sowang guider untuk buat tasmi')


2. Distractions.

In memorizing the Qur'an, you must free your mind and environment of distractions. Imagine trying to memorize at a football game? Tough, huh? How about a theme park, could you sit down and control yourself to memorize? Probably not. Getting into a Qur'an Hifdh program with a teacher and discipline will assist you in creating the perfect atmosphere for memorization. (Oo...sebab tu aahh Ammar ngan Amir bole balik umah 3 kali je setahun...tannak kasik distraction punye psal la nih kot...)


3. Memorize through Audio.

A lot of people think they are memorizing the 'look' of the Mushaf, but actually you are memorizing the 'sound' of Ayat. When I review, I record my recitation on CD and listen to it again and again. The students that read the loudest in class are all the strongest students. Why? Because they can hear themselves the most?

When I was in Qur'an school, the boy beside me read so loud. I asked the teacher to ask him to read more quietly. He said a most powerful statement that became my motto: "No, you read louder!" I did and it benefited me unbelievably. ( I have a sepupu yang telah hafal yassin time dia masih tadika lagi.., sebabnye, mak dia hari-hari pasang alunan al-Quran dalam kete...My mom dulu nak hafal al-Baqarah pon pasang tape ikot bacaan bersama-sama imam tu..)

4. Location of the Mushaf.

Your eyes follow a specific direction depending on what you are thinking or doing. If you are lying, your eyes go left. If you are remembering something visual, like where you left your keys, your eyes will look upwards.

When you memorize, the direction of memorization is right and left, not downwards. The mistake I see people make is that they put their mushaf low on the ground and then try to memorize. In order to fully harness the power of your mind, you must keep the mushaf at eye level, and not dip your head.. (This is totally new to me...interesting, interesting..)

5. Eat brain food.

We've all heard the advice of uncles that you have to eat Badams (almonds) to improve memory. Well, I'm here to tell you that the uncles were right! The food you eat, the drinks you drink, directly affect your ability to excel in memorization of the Qur.an.

Do not eat fatty, unhealthy food. Do not drink soda. Eat a nutritious light breakfast, a nutritious light lunch, with almonds for snacks during the day. Subhan Allah, you will find you accomplish much more in your day. (Tade nak komen hape2..sume orang dah transparent tentang bab ini rasanya..)

6. Make everyday a victory.

You can move a mountain rock by rock. Enjoy every page you memorize, every Ayah.
(MasyaAllah..besar gajaran untuk orang yang menghafal al-Quran nih, apa ye rasanya satu kandungan sinaran dan cahaya al-Quran itu terasa memenuhi dada...)


posted by Hana' at 6/18/2005 04:19:00 PM |

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Haku yang tak de kete

Assalamualaykum wht,

Haku nie kan...ermmmm...
bile dah takde kete tu, rasa terencat la jugak anggota badan. Kalau dulu tu nak pi mana pun...tak pikiaq banyak kali dah, pakai suaq, pakai tudung apa sume, terus je capai kunci kete, vrommvrommvromm...
Tapi bile kete merah rambutan haku tue dah diambil orang, pk 4, 5 10 kali jugak la nak kuar tue. Nak ikot jalan mana paling dekat, jalan nih ada bukit ke tak, tinggi mana bukit dia, sume nak kena plan ahead of time. Kalau terambik jalan panjang skit je, haa..pakat2 la tepok dahi.

Itu la..orang jawa cakap tu,
Cinta berhargaa, bila sudah tiada...
Lagi penting pesanan nih: Ingat 5 sebelom 5.
Haa..senang sebelum susah....
Ada kete nih nikmat yang terasa bile kita jual kete kita, dan tengok orang lain naik kete sesedap mesin basuh diowang je.

Lagi satu,
Haku nie kan...eaayy...
Pantang aa tengok owang nanges,
Asal nampak owang nanges je, haku pon nak nanges jugak..,
Haku tatau aa.., macam penyakit berjangkit haku rasa, tapi specialnya dia jangkit kat haku sowang aje.
Semalam tengok "Pay It Forward" . Cite psal sowang budak 11 tahon nih, accidently diinspired oleh cikgu social studies dia untuk untuk siapkan assignment yang bole mengobah the world. Cikgu dia, just wanted to be ' teachery' ahh kunun, sebab tu kasik assignment yang dia pon rasa anak murid dia takkan buat aah punye. Sekali budak Trevor tu buat bebetol. Dia pegi kutip sowang pengemis yang tade umah yang dia jumpa tengah jalan, kasik makan, pakai ngan duit dr lobang tabung dia...pastu suoh pengemis nih cari keje. Idea nye di sini ialah, Trevor nih nak buat something big untuk 3 owang dlm dunia nih, tapi owang yang dia berbuat baik tu are not allowed to do good deeds kat dia balik, tapi kena pay it forward kpd 3 owang yang lain. Lagi pulak, pertolongan yang dihulurkan nih has to be something big, hard, susah gile ahh nak buat....something yang diowang tak leh buat by themselves.

Pastu pulak, budak Trevor nih suke je nanges dalam tv tuh, setiap kali dia nanges, air mata haku yang tak tau malu pun dengan gumbirenye menjerit keluar dr reservoir. Pastu, sebab haku da nanges malamnye..haku tak leh la tido jek lepas tu, karang bangun2 mata besar labu la pulak, dah tak comei aahh diri haku yang sedia tak comei nih. Takpe ahh..kata diri haku, tunggu subuh aah kol 4 lebey nanti.
Bile bangun je balik pagi esonya, waaahahahaha...lagi 10 minit kelas nak setat.
Lompat la haku masuk bilik air, gosok gigi je sempat sebelom haku lompat atas beskal buruk haku, daya pecutan adalah lebey kurang 89 kuasa kuda.
Lepas nih malas haku nak nanges lagi tengok cite owang nanges-nanges nih....



Pay It Forward nih sebenarnye adalah: kalau kowang rajin bacelah kat sini -

http://www.payitforwardfoundation.org/


posted by Hana' at 6/18/2005 10:16:00 AM |

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Assalamualaykum wht,

I usually do not pay much attention on what's happenin' around campus.
But today is different...muahahaha....

Islam is in the air,
Only that I wish, I could be more prevalent about it.


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http://www.idsnews.com/subsite/story.php?id=29985

Study: Spirituality can increase during college years

UCLA research shows students explore beliefs
By Kacie Foster | Indiana Daily Student | Thursday, June 16, 2005



Before coming to IU as a freshman, Sarah Wilson was concerned about the how a University with a party reputation would affect her Christian faith. Now a senior, Wilson said her faith has actually strengthened. (Believe it or not, IU used to be #1 party school in the US)

"I'm closer to God now than I ever was in high school," she said.

Researchers at the University of California Los Angeles studied college students' spiritual beliefs, and have found that many students are exploring and growing in spirituality and religion, like Wilson has.

According to the Higher Education Research Institute at UCLA Web site, the study is using 'multi-institutional and longitudinal design to identify trends, patterns, and principles of spirituality and religiousness among college students.' HERI surveyed more than 110,000 first-year students at 236 universities nationwide.

They found that "freshmen have high expectations for the role their institutions will play in their emotional and spiritual development ... Many are actively engaged in a spiritual quest and in exploring the meaning and purpose of life." Their results claimed that 75 percent of college students are searching for a meaning or purpose to life.

Wilson grew up in a Christian home in Bedford, Ind. She said originally she didn't want to go to IU, and wanted to go to a Christian school.

"People think of IU as a non-religious and liberal college," she said. (Oo ye ke,..I never thought about that...)

Wilson said she changed her mind when she felt God calling her to IU.

"It's good to be in the real world and around people (that) don't believe in the same thing, because you grow more confident and want to share with others," she said.

Wilson has lived in the Christian Student Fellowship (CSF) house for a few years while at IU, and said that living there has deepened her faith and brought her closer to God.

Junior Andie Carboni said her faith has grown tremendously while at IU. She said she became a Christian the summer before her junior year of high school.

She got involved with Bible study and youth group, and said that helped her grow in her faith. Carboni said there weren't many people that were her age in her church, so IU held great fellowship opportunities for her. Like Wilson, Carboni became involved with CSF.

"I lived in a dorm my freshman year," she said. "That was a little weird for me, I never really partied at all, and I'm not into drinking."

She said she loved being with her dorm mates, but once she found CSF, she started hanging out there when her dorm friends went out partying and called it her 'second house.'

Senior Hana Wan Harun says being around others of the same beliefs is a great support system. Wan Harun is a Muslim, and gathers with other Muslims about once a week to meet new friends and participate in activities. She said sometimes people look at her strangely because she covers her head with a scarf. Once while driving on campus, a man made a hateful comment toward her about her religion.

"After the incident I was afraid," she said. "They just make judgments based on what they know."

Wan Harun said she wants people to know that Muslims are peaceful.

"I prefer them to ask questions rather than make assumptions (about the Islamic faith)," she said.

Despite the taunts, she said it is easy for her to practice her faith. Following traditional Islamic custom, she prays five times each day. Depending on where she is, sometimes she'll pray in the stacks at the library or in an empty classroom if it's time for her prayer.

"I think my faith is stronger by overcoming harassment and obstacles," Wan Harun said.

Rabbi Sue Shifron at the Helene G. Simon Hillel Center said college can be a great environment for a student's faith. She said while attendance is usually much higher during big holidays, anywhere from 500 to 1,000 students participate in Hillel events each month.

"There are some that choose not to do anything but there are a great number of those that are getting involved," she said. "I think it can provide students with a warm caring community."

Shifron said students looking to strengthen their faith must make a commitment to do so.

"A student has to work harder to maintain their religious traditions, if that's what they're interested in doing," she said.

Though the HERI study found many students interested in spirituality, this does not apply to all students. Sophomore Alexander McQueary said his spirituality is apathetic.

"I don't believe in anyone's god or anyone's devil," he said.

When McQueary was younger, he attended Catholic school, but said he did not practice the religion. He said he wants people to know that being an atheist doesn't mean he's a bad person.

"My morality is pretty much if it doesn't harm someone, or offend them in some way, then I don't think it's immoral."

"Some people say atheists have no morality because they don't have God," he said.

McQueary said he believes the same thing that many religious people do, and treats others the way he would want to be treated.

"I think freedom of religion is a good thing," McQueary said. "I just chose freedom from religion." (And we chose Islam since we have discovered the truth ... ^-^ )

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* How come org2 kaper ni boleh still rasa agama dia betol, agama dia secured...
If only they know the truth, kan....
Hmm..sape punye keje tu nak spread the word?


posted by Hana' at 6/16/2005 11:40:00 PM |

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Erti Syukur

Assalamualaykum wht,


Tak kisahlah korang anti UNIC ke, korang minat UNIC ...
I don't care. :p
Walaupun music dia rap gitu gitu gini gini...
I love the lyric and I think it's worth to look at.
Lebih2 lagi time2 down camnih,

Adakala ku hanyut
Adakala ku lupa
Adakala ku leka dan adakala ku alpa
Kerana ku manusia
Lemah dan tak berdaya
Seringkali terlupa nikmat yang Kau kurnia

Well, that's me allright....

*Lebih-lebih lagi untuk hari ini ya Allah,
Segala pujian dan syukur ku panjatkan kepadaMu....


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Lafazkan kalimah syukur
Lafazkan kalimah itu
Alhamdulillah...

Segalanya yang ku kecapi
Adalah milikMu Ilahi
-Tuhan Maha Pemurah-
Tak kan terbalas walaupun sebesar zarah

Kenikmatan yang bertandang
Terkadang tidak dihiraukan
- Lepas dari pandangan -
Dan bila hilang barulah dikesalkan

Adakalanya aku hanyut
Adakalanya aku terlupa
Adakala aku leka
Ampunilah...

Kerana ku manusia
Lemah dan tidak berdaya di sisiMu
Seringkali terlupa nikmatMu
Datang tiada jemu

Bila terhimpit mulalah
Mencari dan menyebut namaMu
Barulah merasai makna sebenar erti syukur
Syukur atas rahmatMu

Adakala ku hanyut
Adakala ku lupa
Adakala ku leka dan adakala ku alpa
Kerana ku manusia
Lemah dan tak berdaya
Seringkali terlupa nikmat yang Kau kurnia
Ku bersyukur ya Tuhan
Segala pemberian
Walau luas lautan
Bukanlah perbandingan
Ku tingkat keimanan
Ku gilap ketaqwaan
Sebagai perlambangan
Terima kasih ku Tuhan

Onak duri kehidupan
Jatuh bangun sendirian
Ada hikmah yang tersimpan
Yang menguji iman

Bersyukurlah selalu
Sentiasalah redha dan menerima
Tiap ujian tiba bukan diminta
Sebaliknya Allah Maha Mengetahui

Kan ku bertasbih selalu
Bertahmid berzikir padaMu
Sebagai tanda ku nilai
RahmatMu Tuhan

Aku bersyukur Ya Allah
Segala pemberianMu pada ku
Seluas lautan pun bukanlah jadi ukurannya
Memang tiada bandingan

Segalanya yang ku kecapi
Adalah milikMu Ilahi -Tuhan Maha Permurah-
Bukan miliku pinjaman sementara
Syukur Alhamdulillah

Sesungguhnya solatku,
Amalku, hidupku, matiku
Kerna Allah yang satu
Kuserahkan segala harta jiwa dan raga
Sebagai tanda cinta
KepadaMu Yang Esa


posted by Hana' at 6/15/2005 11:00:00 AM |

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Karangan Pendek buat Encik Kambeng

Assalamualaykum wht,

Encik Kambeng,

Jangan diambil hati kata-kata orang,
Rumpun janggutmu itu sentiasa kukenang....

Usah malu pada rumput di jalanan,
Ragutlah sejemput jika berkenan....

Berlarilah dikau sambil mengembek,
Biar dilihat orang langkahmu pendek-pendek,
Tetap di hatiku larianmu yang paling cantek...

Jika engkau merindu diriku,
Ragutlah rumput hijau dicelah batu,
Akan kusegera bling bling disisimu,
Ibarat magic yang sungguh menipu....

Mari kita menyayangi Encik Kambeng...

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p/: Mintak maaf, time2 bohsan setadi untuk exam hari Rabu ni..otak sentiasa mencari makna apa itu kehidupan merapu yang terlampau.

Untuk org2 yang masih merapu di luar sana, mari kita kembali ke pangkal jalan, tak pun mengubah diri untuk membuat sesuatu yang lebih bermanfaat..contohnya, sambung balik baca buku.
Wallahu'alam.


posted by Hana' at 6/14/2005 01:24:00 PM |

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

Entry takde tajuk

Assalamualaykum wht,

Entah mengapa...
Saban hari,
masa yang paling ditunggu
adalah tika detiknya jam 6:00 petang.

Entah ada apa dengan masa itu.



posted by Hana' at 6/12/2005 03:09:00 AM |

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Friday, June 10, 2005

Mari Berdoa


Assalamualaykum wht,


"Allahumm aj'alni minan naajiheen,
Wal faizeen wal mumtaazeen,
Allahumma zakkirni ma naseetu
Wa allimni ma jahiltu"

*Ya Allah, put me among the successful,
the winners and the excellent,
make me remember what I forgot
and teach me what I don't know


posted by Hana' at 6/10/2005 10:31:00 PM |

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

Mari Merefresh Jati Diri

Assalamualaykum wht,

Kiranya masih waktu berlari,
Rentakkan kaki melangkah berani,
Hingga badai ditepis api,
Persis srikandi nadimu pasti...

Kerana itu aku melihat,
Biar ajal lintangi sesaat,
Kita berdiri akarnya tekad,
demi agama, demi ummat...


posted by Hana' at 6/09/2005 05:28:00 AM |

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

The Sound of Sweetness

Assalamualaykum wht,

Today, precisely at 8:44 am ( 9:44 pm Malaysia's), I heard the introductory music of the song that I'm craving for via ikim.fm....before "untukmu yang tersayang..." touched my ears' gegendang.

Ohh God, what to do what to do....
I was supposed to head to class, which was by the way, supposed to start at 8:55 am.
When my heart was saying that all I have to do at that moment was to sit quietly and enjoy the song, my brain said that I needed to rush since the class today would start with a quiz.

I made the right decision. After the first 3 sentences of the lyric sung, I jumped onto my bike and cycled through the traffic. Unsurprisingly, I couldn't let the song out of my head, and it just kept playing itself in my mind for the rest of the day.

I couldn't help but to love the song helplessly.
Ohh man, I need help.


posted by Hana' at 6/08/2005 05:53:00 AM |

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Olive Juice

Assalamualaykum wht,

Uriduktisyafa,
Thariqati isykin,
Liuhibbuka feehaa,
Bilaa kalimatinn....

Enough said.




posted by Hana' at 6/07/2005 11:00:00 AM |

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Monday, June 06, 2005

Iran, China sudah lama beri jarum percuma - Marina

Oleh: SYAHRIL A. KADIR

MARINA MAHATHIR.

KUALA LUMPUR 6 Jun - Iran, sebuah negara Islam konservatif telah melaksanakan program pemberian jarum suntikan percuma kepada penagih dadah sehingga berjaya mengurang serta mengawal penularan jangkitan HIV/AIDS di negara itu.

Malah di sebuah wilayah di China, para imamnya `turun ke padang' untuk memberi jarum suntikan percuma kepada penagih dadah kerana mereka tahu akibat daripada virus ini amat menakutkan dan boleh memberi kesan kepada masa depan umat Islam di sana.

Sehubungan itu, Pengerusi Yayasan AIDS Malaysia, Datin Paduka Marina Mahathir berkata, pihaknya bercadang membawa beberapa orang ulama dari negara ini ke Iran bagi membuktikan betapa kaedah ini berjaya mengawal penularan wabak HIV/AIDS dan tidak menyalahi syarak.

``Mereka (ulama Iran) berpegang kepada dua prinsip Islam iaitu `jangan memudaratkan diri dan jangan memudaratkan orang lain' dan `bertoleransi dengan kemudaratan kecil bagi mengelakkan kemudaratan yang lebih besar,'' katanya.

Marina berkata demikian dalam sesi penerangan media mengenai cadangan memberikan jarum suntikan dan kondom percuma kepada penagih dadah oleh Kementerian Kesihatan di sini, hari ini.

Menteri Kesihatan, Datuk Dr. Chua Soi Lek dalam kenyataannya minggu lalu berkata, kementeriannya akan menjalankan projek perintis selama enam bulan di bawah Program Pengurangan Kesan Buruk, dengan memberikan jarum suntikan, kondom dan dadah gantian yang dipanggil methadone kepada 1,200 penagih dadah.

Ia akan dilaksanakan di 10 klinik kerajaan dan 10 klinik swasta di empat zon ditetapkan di utara, selatan, tengah dan timur bermula Oktober setelah semua kakitangan perubatan terlibat diberikan latihan secukupnya.

Langkah itu diambil bagi mengurangkan kadar jangkitan HIV.

Setakat ini langkah kontroversi itu ditentang oleh kerajaan Selangor dan Terengganu. Melaka menyokong sementara yang lain-lain masih belum membuat keputusan.

Sementara itu, Ketua Unit Penyakit Berjangkit, Jabatan Perubatan Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya (PPUM), Prof. Dr. Adeeba Kamarulzaman menegaskan, tiada siapa di dunia ini yang mahu menggalakkan penagihan dadah dengan membekalkan jarum suntikan percuma, tetapi kajian membuktikan kaedah itu berjaya mengurangkan penularan HIV/AIDS.

"Bayangkan jika beribu-ribu penagih yang dijangkiti HIV/AIDS di negara ini berkongsi jarum dengan rakan mereka yang tidak mempunyai penyakit itu, seterusnya menyebarkan penyakit itu kepada isteri (melalui hubungan seks), dan si isteri pula pada anak yang dikandung, jumlah yang dijangkiti kelak akan bertambah berkali-kali ganda.

"Sekurang-kurangnya kalau kita bagi jarum yang bersih, ia akan menyekat penularan wabak tersebut, itu pun bukannya kita bagi macam di `pasar ikan', mereka perlu kembalikan dulu jarum suntikan asal untuk kita musnahkan sebelum diberi jarum yang baru,"katanya pada sesi yang sama.

Bagi bekas Ketua Pengarah Penjara, Datuk Zaman Khan pula, kos sebenar pemberian jarum dan kondom percuma kepada penagih lebih murah dan berjaya menghalang penularan HIV/AIDs berbanding peruntukan besar yang terpaksa dibelanjakan bagi memulihkan ribuan penagih yang hasilnya terbukti gagal dan mengecewakan.

"Jangan cakap pasal kos, cuba bayangkan dah berbilion-bilion ringgit kerajaan belanja untuk mengawal, menangkap dan memulih mereka yang terlibat tetapi apa yang kita dapat, malah HIV/AIDS makin merebak," katanya yang pernah kehilangan dua orang sanak saudaranya kerana menghidap penyakit berbahaya tersebut.

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Hmm..ada betul dalam salahnya, ada salah dalam betulnya...
Mari kita tunggu apa kata para ulama' di Malaysia.


posted by Hana' at 6/06/2005 04:33:00 AM |

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

Could it be more ridiculous than this?

Assalamualaykum wht,

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Bazir wang rakyat -- Jika bekal jarum suntikan, kondom kepada penagih dadah

Oleh: ZAINI RABAN

KUALA LUMPUR 4 Jun - Kerajaan Selangor dan Terengganu tidak bersetuju dengan cadangan Kementerian Kesihatan untuk membekalkan jarum suntikan dan kondom secara percuma kepada penagih dadah mulai Oktober depan bagi mengurangkan kadar jangkitan HIV.

Cadangan kementerian tersebut, walaupun bertujuan baik, tetapi hanya membazirkan wang rakyat. (*bukan shj membazirkan wang rakyat, niat kasik free tu awal2 dah memang 100% tak kena)

Di Shah Alam, Pengerusi Jawatankuasa Tetap Hal Ehwal Islam, Belia dan Mesra Rakyat, Datuk Abdul Rahman Palil menegaskan, cadangan Kementerian Kesihatan bukan sahaja tidak sesuai, malah didapati tidak berkesan seperti dibuktikan di negara-negara Barat yang telah cuba melaksanakan kaedah berkenaan.

Kalau kerajaan mahu memberi jarum dan kondom secara percuma kepada penagih ia akan menelan belanja yang lebih besar dan sudah tentu ia akan merugikan kerajaan kerana jumlah penagih di negara ini ramai. ( *bukan masalah ramai tak ramai, masalahnya..ibarat tak nak kasik org mencuri kena tangkap polis, jadi..awal2 dah kasik tips2 supaya pencuri tu tak kena tangkap. Tapi, bukankah mencuri itu terang2 lagi bersuluh dah, namanya dosa).

"Selama ini kita telah menjalankan usaha pencegahan dadah dengan baik, jadi lebih baik kita teruskan usaha berkenaan daripada kita membazirkan wang kepada langkah yang belum tentu boleh memberi kesan yang baik kepada negara," katanya. (*betul tu..teruskan usaha yang masuk akal skit..., memang la nak betulkan org ni payah. Nabi Nuh sampai amik masa beratus tahun nak ajak org kembali ke jalan yg benar)

Menurut beliau, sepatutnya keutamaan kerajaan ialah meningkatkan lagi program pencegahan dadah khususnya di kalangan pelajar sekolah dan belia. (betol la sangat2, langkah pencegahan lain ada de banyak lagi, cara yg pelik tu jugak dia nak buat)

"Selain itu, kita juga perlu lakukan pengasingan penagih dadah kerana ia lebih sesuai dan ia telah terbukti berjaya sebagaimana yang dilakukan oleh kerajaan negeri Selangor di Pulau Carey, Banting,"tambah beliau.

Dalam hal ini, Abdul Rahman menarik perhatian bahawa kerajaan Selangor juga sedang membina kemudahan dengan konsep yang sama di Hulu Selangor.

"Kita kumpulkan mereka, bagi rawatan dan sumber pendapatan, insya-Allah dengan cara itu kita akan lebih berjaya," katanya dalam sidang akhbar di Kompleks Belia di sini, hari ini.

Kelmarin, Menteri Kesihatan, Datuk Dr. Chua Soi Lek mencadangkan, penagih dadah diberikan jarum suntikan dan kondom percuma di bawah program perintis selama enam bulan. (*pulak..nama pun program perintis...)

Program itu yang dikenali sebagai, 'Program Mengurangkan Kemudaratan Kesihatan Kepada Penagih Dadah' akan melibatkan 1,200 penagih sukarela.

Peserta program itu kemudian akan menjalani rawatan selama enam bulan, masing-masing di 10 klinik kerajaan dan 10 klinik swasta terpilih membabitkan kos antara RM2.3 juta hingga RM3 juta.

Program tersebut dibahagikan kepada empat zon iaitu utara, tengah, selatan dan timur serta dikendalikan Kementerian Kesihatan bertujuan mengurangkan jangkaan lebih sejuta penagih dadah dan 300,000 pembawa HIV positif menjelang 2015.

Mengikut perangkaan terbaru, 20 kes baru HIV dilaporkan setiap hari dan menjelang 2015 dianggarkan ada 300,000 pesakit HIV dan lebih sejuta penagih dadah.

Menurut Abdul Rahman, satu lagi cara paling berkesan dalam mengatasi masalah penagihan dadah ialah dengan memberi didikan agama yang secukupnya kepada generasi muda.

Katanya, pembinaan jati diri dan kerohanian di kalangan anak muda merupakan benteng yang paling utuh bagi menghindari mereka daripada gejala dadah.

Di TERENGGANU, Timbalan Pengerusi Jawatankuasa Pembangunan Islam Hadhari negeri, Ramli Noh berkata, cadangan itu sepatutnya dirujuk kepada Jawatankuasa Fatwa terlebih dahulu.

Tegas beliau: "Ia melibatkan kenyataan hukum dan fatwa. Ia suatu benda untuk menggalakkan suatu benda yang akibatnya sudah cukup buruk dengan perlakuan yang bertentangan sama sekali dari sudut agama dan moral."

"Kita berikan jarum suntikan dan kondom percuma, ia beri gambaran seolah-olah kita benarkan penagih itu terus melakukan apa yang telah biasa dilakukan menggunakan alat-alat itu," katanya.

Ramli mengakui, langkah itu memang salah satu kaedah mencegah. Bagaimanapun, beliau mempersoalkan kewajarannya sama ada ia baik dan berkesan serta tidak bertentangan dengan agama.

Kementerian Kesihatan tak wajar cari kaedah untuk menyelesaikan masalah dengan kaedah yang menimbulkan masalah.

"Hasrat kerajaan tentunya demi kebaikan rakyat, tetapi apakah ia benar-benar boleh bawa kebaikan kepada rakyat ketika negara berhadapan dengan masalah dadah dan HIV," tegasnya.

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Penagih yang menerima alat2 ini bukan sahaja bertambah seronok dengan merasakan bahawa mereka di beri moral support oleh kerajaan, tetapi juga akan bertambah la bilangan penagih, aktiviti penagihan, aktiviti zina yang berleluasa apabila segalanya boleh didapati dengan mudah dan FREE...yeayyy...hoohaaaahhh untuk sume penagih penzina dan bakal2 penagih dan penzina ^ - ^.

* Sungguh tak appropiate sekali nada tone di atas.
Tapi, bayangkanlah..kalau nada pun dah tak appropiate, apakan lagi action memberi alat2 free tersebut.


posted by Hana' at 6/04/2005 05:48:00 AM |

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

Mak Pun Minat Basketball

Assalamualaykum wht,


I 'sms'ed mak at 2 am Malaysian time, and I was supprised that mak wasn't sleeping pun lewat2 malam ni, it was so unlikely since mak time siangnya amatlah busy selaku wanita berkerjaya. So I decided to give mak a call since mak, abah and Aishah are only one week away from being called to Makkah al-Mukarammah for their umrah.

When I asked her what was keeping her from sleeping, she said...
(l/k) "Mak tengok tv, basketball ni. Spurs lawan Pheonix (aihh..betul ke team ni..)
Seronok tengok dioarang main.."

I was surprised.... :p
Mak pun minat basketball macam anak sulung dia..kuihkuihkuih...

*Fakta Umum: Team basketball mewakili Indiana ialah Pacers, team kitorang power jugak la, even though Reggie Miller dah nak bersara


posted by Hana' at 6/02/2005 10:32:00 AM |

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Jejak Nasheed

Assalamualaykum wht,

I've heard this nasyeed keudara diruang siaran ikim.fm, but every time they play this song, they always forget to mention sapa la penyanyi pujaan hatiku ini. Dah le tak cakap sapa yang nyanyi, tajuk nasheed ni pun tak sempat nak dengar.

First time listening to this song, I immediately jatuh chenta. That was nearly 4 years ago...and still, I'm in love with this song until this very minute.

The singer's voice can be approximated around 10-13 years old, I guess..
Dia, tak besar sangat cam remaja2..dan tak kecik sangat macam bebudak tadika.
Suara dia, just perfect untuk lagu tu.
But, I myself, do not even know who the 'dia' that I'm talking about.

Dengan berbekalkan memory 4 tahun lalu, dan kengkadang tu direfresh balik bile apabila ikim.fm dengan selambanya memasang nasheed ni tanpa mentioning the song's title and it's singer..(kengkadang tu rasa cam nak tepon je ikim.fm, nak tanya apa nama nasheed nih, then senang la cari, kan...)
So, this is what I came out with:


Untukmu yang tersayang,
Bermain di fikiran,
Apakah masih ada ruang,
Untuk bersama....

Padamu ayah bonda,
Permata hati bersinar,
Doa yang ku damba untukmu,
Tanda cintaku,
Tanda kasihku....

Lihatlah diriku ini,
Hasil titik peluhmu mendidik,
Akan kugenggam bintang di langit,
Indah terang bercahaya,
Anak soleh idaman insan bertaqwa,
Kan ku kota akhirnya,
Bahgia...*nanana nananaaa..
Tanda keikhlasan hati ini....

Pengorbananmu menggunung tinggi,
Kasih sayangmu bima sakti,
Tiada cara untuk kuatasi,
Mulianya dirimu di sisi Yang Esa,
Kau permata hatiku,
Ayah dan bonda....



* tak ingat la tu, apa lagi....
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Saya, Hana' Wan Harun..meminta pertolongan orang ramai, untuk menemukan saya kembali dengan lagu ini, yang saya tak pernah kenal tajuk dan pengkontribusi suaranya.
Tapi saya amat berharap, saya akan bertemu kembali dengan nasheed yang sentiasa saya ingati dan saya kasihi ini. Terima kasih.


posted by Hana' at 6/01/2005 03:43:00 AM |

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